Could you tell me whether honesty requires a red bean bun or courage?

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Can you be honest?
I deliberately swallowed that red bean paste,
Wanting to say that you are annoying,
I say you’re blind; even the beautiful oranges is said to be rotten.
You pretend to be genuine, but you’re just a fake.
So outrageous, it’s really eye-rolling.
In a moment of courage, I lose my nerve,
I want to muster up some bravery.